THIS IS A NEW BLOG, A NEW BLOG THAT CONTAINS BELIEFS, MY BELIEFS, MY OWN BELIEFS.

SOME OF MY PREVIOUS BLOGS ARE DIFFERENT FROM THIS ONE. I DONT KNOW, MAYBE, JUST BECAUSE EACH DAY, I QUESTION MY SELF, I QUESTION EVERYTHING, SO I THINK EVERY OTHER DAY, I CHANGE MY BELIEFS, I CHANGE MY POINT OF VIEW, I CHANGE MY LIFE, MY SELF, MY EVERYTHING, UNTIL, I CAME UP WITH THIS KIND OF VIEW.

I CONSIDER MY SELF AS AN ECCLECTIC PERSON. I BELIEVE IN GOD, BUT I JUST THINK THAT GOD IS ONLY OUR CREATOR. A RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS CHRIST AS A CREATOR. AND THAT’S IT. JUST LIKE AN ARCHITECT THAT BUILDS HOUSES, A CREATOR, JUST RESPECT HIM, YOU DON’T NEED TO WORHIP HIM. I HATE RELIGION. JUST BECAUSE I DON’T LIKE SOME OF ITS PRACTICES. AND I THINK RELIGION IS LIKE A FRATERNITY, BUNCH OF GROUPS. DIFFERENT STYLES, PRACTICE, WAY OR DOCTRINES. WHY THEY DON’T JUST UNITE AS ONE, BECAUSE THEY ONLY WORSHIP ONE GOD. I DON’T PRAY. I HATE PRIEST,NUNS,CHURCHES (I ONLY LOVE CHURCHES JUST BECAUSE OF ITS ARCHITECTURAL ELEMENTS) I DON’T PRAY BECAUSE, I THINK SOME PEOPLE PRAY JUST BECAUSE THAT’S THEIR KIND OF RELIEF. THEY FEEL SO ENLIGHTEN, THEY FEEL SO SOFT, THEY FEEL SO SECURED OR BLESSED. I JUST BELIEVE IN MY SELF. FOR WHAT AM I TODAY, FOR WHO AM I TODAY, I JUST THANK MYSELF. I’M NOT AN ATHEIST. JUST LIKE WHAT I SAID. “I CONSIDER MY SELF AS AN ECCLECTIC PERSON. I BELIEVE IN GOD, BUT I JUST THINK THAT GOD IS ONLY OUR CREATOR” AND THATS IT. PERIOD.

I KNOW THAT YOU THINK THAT I DISRESPECT GOD BECAUSE OF SOME REASONS. I DON’T DISRESPECT GOD. YOU KNOW, THESE PRACTICES OR BELIEFS LIKE RELIGION OR PRIEST,NUNS,SAINTS ARE JUST HUMAN ACTIVITIES, HUMAN BELIEFS AND ESP. HUMAN PRACTICES. YOU DON’T NEED TO FOLLOW ALL THESE PRACTICES. JUST LIKE A BOSS AND AN EMPLOYEE, AN EMPLOYEE FOLLOWS OR OBEY HIS BOSS, BUT NOT ALL THE TIME, ITS STILL, THE EMPLOYEE FOLLOWS WHAT HE/SHE WANTS. IF THE BOSS SAYS “GET ME SOME COFFEE” OR “SEND THIS TO MR.AWESOME” HE/SHE  DOES IT. BUT IF THE BOSS SAYS “JUMP THROUGH THE WINDOW” OR “EAT MY SHIT” HE/SHE WONT DO IT. ITS LIKE A METAPHORICAL EXAMPLE. SAME AS GOD RELATED PRACTICES. LIKE WHAT I SAID. YOU DON’T NEED TO FOLLOW ANYTHING.

I’M STILL A HUMAN BEING. I LIVE FOR MY SELF. I DO WHAT I WANT. I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I RESPECT PEOPLE AND ANIMALS, AND I LOVE THEM. I OBEY THE RULES. I KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT OR WRONG. 

I ALSO CONSIDER THAT I HAVE AN AGNOSTIC SIDE. AND ALSO AN ECCLECTIC SIDE. A RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS CHRIST AS AN CREATOR, THAT IS THE ECCLECTIC SIDE OF ME. AND BELIEVING THAT THERE IS A GOD BUT STILL, MOST OF THE TIMES THAT THERE IS A LOT OF DOUBT AND QUESTIONS, OR JUST I REALLY DONT CARE, AND BELIEVING THAT GOD EXIST OR NOT. ITS JUST LIKE A CONFUSION. AND BELIEVING THAT DEITIES CAN BE DISAPROVEN OR PROVEN. AND THAT’S THE AGNOSTIC SIDE OF ME. QUESTIONS OF WHAT,WHEN,WHERE,WHO.. WHO ARE WE? WHY ARE WE HERE? WHO CREATED THIS AND THAT? THESE QUESTIONS WILL REMAINED UNANSWERED, LIKE QUESTIONING WHO MADE THE UNIVERSE, WHAT IS DEATH, OR WHO CREATED GOD THAT CREATED GOD THAT THE MAN WHO CREATED THAT CREATED THAT CREATED GOD (SOMETHING LIKE THAT). BECAUSE WHEN THESE QUESTIONS COMES FROM MY MOUTH, PEOPLE JUST SAY “OH, IT’S GOD, WHO CREATED THIS AND THAT” THEN, PROVE IT. I WILL NEVER BE SATISFIED ABOUT THAT KIND OF ANSWER. I’LL REMAIN ECCLECTIC,. I WILL TREAT HIM “AS A CREATOR” “ONLY” AS OF NOW..MAYBE THIS WILL CHANGE, AND THERE IS ONLY ONE THING THAT CAN MAKE ME CHANGE, MAKE ME CHANGE MY POINT OF VIEW, AND THAT IS.. TO FIND OR TO KNOW THE ANSWERS OF MY “WHAT,WHEN,WHERE,WHO,HOW…..”

DAPAT LAHAT NG NAGAATEND SA METAL CONCERTS OH KAHIT ANO MANG CONCERTS,  DAPAT BINIBIGYAN TAYO/SILA NG ENTRANCE EXAM ABOUT SA MGA BANDS NA MAGPEPERFORM. PARA MALAMAN KUNG SINO TALAGA ANG TOTOONG FAN, AT KUNG SINO ANG SASA/POSER/WALANG ALAM NA STUPID “FANS”. TANGINA KASE EH. PUNTA PUNTA SA ISANG METAL CONCERT TAPOS ANG DAMING REKLAMO. DMAN ALAM ANG BANDA. PUMUNTA LANG ATA PARA SA ALAK. BAT DIKA MAGHANAP NG BAR?! TAPOS KUNG ANO ANO PANG DISKRIMANSYON ANG SASABIHIN TUNGKOL SA MGA TAO AT SA LUGAR. DUDE. GROW UP. OR JUST… GET THE FUCK OUT. THIS IS “HOW” WE LIVE. THIS IS “HOW” WE DO IT. THIS IS “HOW” WE ARE. KUNG DIMO MATIIS ANG ISANG METAL ENVIRONMENT, BAKIT KAPA NAG ATTEND NG CONCERT? HINDI KO ALAM KO ANONG RASON MO. TANGINA MO. BOBO. PUMUNTA KA LANG ATA PARA MANLAIT. TANGA. 

Doctor saves patient: thanks god.
Patient dies: blames doctor.

Patient lives: Praise the lord!
Patient dies: It is part of the lord’s master plan and we must accept it.

Friend of mine, I’ve tried a revolution.
Everyone’s screaming, “It’s not fair, it’s not fair.”

I’ll play the Romeo, you play the Juliet.
The sun won’t set, until you appear.
Cause I know you’re the one my love, my love.

What light through this window breaks?
So bright, so bright.
My life just for one more day.
So bright, you’re so bright.

Fall fast, the course of love never did run smooth.
I’ll try to sleep on my own tonight.
We will meet in the moonlight.
Meet in the moonlight.

This is not pretend, don’t play the end.
I know you’re real and not just a book I read.

Soon I will show you how a heart can never fail, never change.
I’ll never change.